Iron butterfly

What you think the world thinks of you. and what you think the world thinks of you.

these two things are very very different from each other.

and i think 4 years of my life have been miserable. university years. i was
fighting about trying to find my passion. i cried about it. and then after that i did
find my passion. Unrestricted love for engines and all that comes with it.
real Engine-ering. yeah assholes. i made it.

i never had many fans. i am quite proud of it in fact. you can't please everyone.
and just today, no i don't want to take any sort of revenge on people i thought were my friends.
Ah friends indeed!

And know what? I am made up of Sidney Sheldon's books! yeah it seems. outrageous. Care for nothing. One thing i learnt from him is that Revenge can only turn back being bad for yourself.
No worries.

Live life. It's an adventure. and it was no adventure during those university years.
Smile you're alive. :)
Yes it seems i am re-inventing myself. or am i just being all i wanted to be.
Being a Sidney Sheldon lady after all. and that is truly difficult.

Oh! when people call you ugly... do not worry. they still love you. They are the ones who will call you beautiful eventually.
I do prefer those who talk bluntly. at least you know what's on their mind. contrary to those who shut up.
Me? i just respect your choices. I have a friend who taught me to respect the choices of others.
Whatever makes you happy mate!

Yes it's complicated. It's a woven fabric. Yes. you have to find your way through it.
Stop looking for things. Just look at the things that found their way to you.
And it's beautiful. and yes. i have, you have the choice to reject.
No one can force you to do what you do not want to.
So please. Live.